Sometimes, the things that happen in our lives are things we cannot control. We try and try so that it won’t happen, but if it is out of our control and it is the way it should be, it will happen. Yeah, it’s a very scary feeling. Both of my heart and mind are trembling and raging with fear and of the unknown… :(
However, each time when I look up to my Papa in these trembling and raging times, He would always shower down His peace and comfort into my soul. Because I know that He loves me and wants the best for me, as His child, He has a purpose and plan for everything for my own good.
With that, He has taught me to say that, whatever is my lot, it is well with my soul.
- Chee Chia
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Woke up this morning thinking about one certain thing and then God spoke into my heart this verse- Galatians 6:9.
Yeah, sometimes I’m starting to feel like I’m becoming weary of doing good, tired of being nice and then getting treated differently. Just feel like it isn’t fair. But as I was thinking this God reminded to never become weary and tired of doing good. Never give up because he sees it and like the verse said, “for at the proper we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.”
God is good and His word is always the lamp unto my feet.
There is so much more to life than being at home, driving to work, sitting at work, going places, etc. I don’t know. Now that I have started working and thinking that this is the route to take… I just feel like there is so much more out there somewhere. So much more than living this kind of life.
Because my workplace is quite a distance I get to sit in my car and think, talk to Jesus, reflect, etc and a lot of times I question myself and question God. I don’t know if I’m cray cray but really… I want to be radical for Jesus. I want to do more for God than what I am doing now.
I read one of my friend’s (Kengcha) tumblr post the other day and he said something that spoke to me. It goes something like this… “This is where I am today but not where I’m going.”
There is this dream I am chasing. I may not be there just yet, but I trust that this path will take me there someday.
- Chee Chia Xiong
Letting go is one of the hardest things to do, but it is also the bravest.
- Chee Chia Xiong